Friday, October 30, 2009
It is very disturbing that when a relationship is complicated
some how i wish that it could be easy
then again there will be meaning to it
may be i was wrong the whole time..
may be he does not even like me
may be he just wants to be frens
may be i was thinking too much...
there are too many unsure things in life
and it complicates other stuff
but that is life..
this is what we have to go through..
i think sometimes things are not as complicated as it seems
but it is our mind that makes it complicated..
we think of things which are not true
bu we think that there is a posibility that might come true..
we make life difficult for out own self..
all we have to do is to think stright
and there will be truth to it...
saying it is easy..
but doing it.. while you are in the process...
its a total different story...
there can never be truth when there is fear..
and there can never be love when there is fear..
because fear makes you avoid things which are just an illusion...
-Loved, Jo**
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Come to think of it...
life is really short.. one minute you are laughing over dinner..
then you could be as sick as a dog..
people go through rough times to get pass incedents
solve problems in life..
trying their best to survive and to keep on going...
and time flies during these times..
when it is over it seems like as though as it is nothing as important as the happiness you have now..
memories are a big part in out life..
couid be good, could be bad, could be unforgettable,
or could be something that you can remember once in a while and
not able to think of it when you wan to remember it..
sometimes.. memories could save you...
and good and happy memories dont come that often...
so it is better to havce happy and memorable memories...
if we were to forget things..
i wish it is the bed times that we had and the ones that harm us..
if we were able to forget that.. life would be so much easier...
because they wont haunt you..
but having bad memoried might not be a bad thing..
because of them we are able to think about the things that we've done
and we could laugh at the mistakes that we make..
although it is not easy which going through them..
but it is worth it...
still.. good memories are the best
treasure it and it could save your life..
and your life will be happier and meaningful...
-Loved, Jo**
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Today went for my piano calss
then waited for the bus to go to mv... again..
waited for 40 min then oni show up..
hais.. waist my time..
then jess, susan, kwan was at sushi king.. again..
then kai shan join us a bit later..
and kwan told me some good news today..
which is.. she has a bf now..
haha.. anyway we went to mv to watch movie..
we watch the singapore movie...
' where got ghost'
so scary lo that movie for me...
i was screaming lo.. and hugging on my fren through out the whole movie..
anyway the movie is about ghost
there was 3 parts to the story..
1st was a bout 3 guys stealing from ppl...
then one of then say he is not afraid of ghost
coz there is no such things as ghost..
the second story was that 2 guys went into the forest..
because of national service..
then they got lost and then the ghost come and stuff
annyway,, the chost as usual.. dressed in black and red dress...
there was 2 ghost in this story...
the 3rd story was the 'money not enough ' movie
i think its a small continous part oni..
talking about the mother communicate with the 3 sons in their dream..
the ghost oso got appear in the tv...
some of the ghost parts oso quite funny and also scary..
so i dunno to scream or to laugh...
i scream edi.. then look at the screan again and start to laugh...
it is a scary movie for me.. coz its my 1st time watching this type of scary movie.
i dunno how am i gonna sleep 2nite..
hope that i will be able to sleep 2nite..
-Loved, Jo**
Friday, September 18, 2009
Today finally can on9 edi...
First of all... MY COM IS BACK...
but then the internet connection still need to set up...
And fpr the frens hu are taking the supp paper... gambate...
i've been revising qworld music woth my frens these 2days..
which brought back all the 'files' which i hv 'deleted' in my brain..
i think i can go out this sat de.. but still.. i try...
and 2day i went to campus just for my choir sectionals...
it was 11-12..
but then i totally forgot about it..
which means i went to campus for nth..
but i still got help my fren do some revision b4 the exams...
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i think tats all for now..
and FYI...
I POSTED 2 POST THIS WEEK
-Loved, Jo**
Monday, September 14, 2009
WARNING!!!
this is not for the faint hearted
Sing this with the barney show tune...
I love me,
You love me,
we are happy family,
With a great big hug,
and a kiss from me to you,
Wont you say you love me too...
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!
-Loved, Jo**
Monday, September 7, 2009
I have some good news abd bad news...
here is the bad news 1st...
No.1 My hse com is down.. coz my mother board sudah rosak..
so cannot on9 at home..sienss
No.2 My lecturor/ Minor teacehr...(Mr. Alexander Ang)
is resigning...
so which means degree year de pop class is no longer under him
and now currently i hv no ieda hu is my minor teacer..
ok.. here are the Good news
No.1 is of coz my close girl came back from NS...
Finally lo..
No.2 My timetable is finally ok le...
No.3 i passed the concert choir audition..
which means now i am no longer in junior choir and in concert choir
under (Ian Lim) so scared of him..
but the prob is concert choir de sectionals dunno when..
hais.. which means hv to make time for that lo..
today learn a new choir song..
it is in dunno german or italian language..
having a hard time pronouncing it..
but i will ask one of my fren to teach me how to speak it..
haha.. hopefully i can go out this coming sat with my close girls..
its been a while since we go singing k...
anayway.. thats all for now.. i' ve made a new junior fren
her name is elaine and she is a classical voice major..
haha.. and she is very pretty and looks familier too..
bye for now...
-Loved, Jo**
Monday, August 31, 2009
I just found out the we hv to timetable for my next sem
1 is the 1 that we hv
and another is the faculty time table
and basicly the timing for our class is totally different..
which is why i have a lot of clash classes..
and i dunno which time table are we following
and now i am so lost lo
hais... if we follow the faculty de time table..
i will have a lot of clash classes lo..
and the timing all not rite de
and then need to attend 2 choir class.
which means 3 hrs of choir in 1 week.. hais..
sucks man...
i hope we will be using out time table..
so everything will be in order..
if not i oso cannot choose my class and
how to slot in my major and minor class.
and i hv 2 minor class (tats b coz i wan to take 2 minor)
hais.. the elective couse very mafan la..
so many credit hours.. and ned to attend tutorial calss some more
hais.. anyway
the good news is that i have another day off
which means 2molo i dont hv to go back to campus..
yay.. and thats the only good new i have so far
wish that i have more good news..
which means i hope that we will ignore the faculty de time table
and follow ours...
yay!!!
-Loved, Jo**